Something has changed, between Paul’s first letter to
Timothy and his second. It’s not the context Timothy is still is Ephesus where
Paul had sent him to counter the false teaching there that was stopping the
church fully participating in the mission of Jesus Christ.
Something has changed. Paul’s circumstances have changed, in
first Timothy he was travelling and ministering in Macedonia and had left
Timothy in Ephesus, now he is in chains and in prison in Rome. A prisoner for the sake of the Gospel. But
Paul’s passion for the gospel his passion for Jesus has not changed. He writes
to Timothy again to encourage him to continue in his ministry and mission.
Something has changed. You get the sense that the change has
come in Timothy’s life. He hasn’t lost his faith in Jesus, as we read on
Mother’s day Paul knows the faith that he has received from his grandmother
Lois and his mother Eunice is strong. But the spark has gone, his enthusiasm
for ministry seems to have waned and if we were to use modern terms you could
say that he finds himself burned out: The tank is empty. We all face it, it’s
that challenging question “have you felt like giving up, recently?”
Maybe it was the constant battle with false teaching and
having to explain the gospel of Christ and Christ crucified, not a popular
message competing with the supposed more
spiritual teaching of the false teachers. I don’t know about you but sometimes
it can sap ones enthusiasm for talking about our faith and about Jesus when
other Christians seem to shoot us in the foot when they express their faith in
ways that make us cringe and feel ashamed, they put the good news badly or the
media picks up on the excesses of fringe elements or the seeming money hungry and
our faith is judged by that. Even those who are praised for their good deeds
are acknowledged as humanitarians and not people motivated by the love of
Christ.
Maybe it was that things were difficult and hard. Paul was
in prison, he wasn’t always the most popular of people and now Timothy’s mentor
was spoken against and written off. The headway Timothy had made was lost, his
relationship with Paul now seen as a liability not an advantage. It is easy to
get despondent as we tackle one problem after another. I love Winston
Churchill’s definition of success, that success consists of going from failure
to failure without losing enthusiasm”, but
you and I know that kind of enthusiasm is not easy to maintain and that success
not easy to achieve.
Maybe it was simply the demand and challenge of an on going
consistent ministry. I got given a book as a thank you gift for hosting a
seminar here at St Peter’s last Saturday, a book on preaching (text messages: preaching God's word in a smartphone world edited by John Tucker) and I opened it
up to an article (by 'depleted no more by Philip Halstead) talking about burn out in preachers. I read a sentence that talked of frantic schedules,
unrealistic expectations and incessant demands causing stress and resulting in
anguish, worry, bewilderment, anger depression, fear and alienation.” And a
quote from, Andrew Pichard, who I know and respect as a preacher, who said
“Preaching was often bad for my health. At the worst of times it became a
robber. I allowed it to rob me of health, sleep, and sanity, and I allowed it
to rob my family of a husband and a dad”. I know many of you who do things in
the church feel that way, it can be a tough grind and a seemingly thankless
task. I know it is easy to feel that way and Christian witness and showing
Christian love can become one more thing on a never ending to do list in a busy
and hectic life.
Something had changed, the zeal and passion of Timothy as a
young man was now tempered and flagging. So Paul writes to encourage him to help him fan into flame the
gift of God. To recapture the fire. Paul’s encouragement of Timothy is equally
helpful for us as we face similar challenges on our road to maturity and
ministry following Jesus Christ. For Paul the answer is found in our understanding
of God and in the passage we are looking at today Paul encourages Timothy with
three things that have not changed and will never change.
The first is to remind Timothy of the abiding presence of
the Holy Spirit in his and our lives.
Paul commands Timothy to “fan into flame the gift of God
which is in you through the laying on of hands.” Some people have equated this
with the ministry gift Paul had told Timothy not to neglect in 1 Timothy 4:14
as it to was imparted by the laying on of hands by the elders. But here Paul is
very careful to talk of the gift of God and as he goes on to talk of what it
does in a believers life in v7 he talks
of God’ Spirit not giving ‘us’ a spirit of timidity but of Power and love and
self-discipline. Paul is reminding Timothy to remember the abiding presence of
God, by the Holy Spirit in his life. God dwells in us. While it may be easy to
forget that and try and do things in our own strength or give in to natural
timidity and reticence to be different from those around us, which is the
impact of shame in a shame culture, Paul reminds Timothy of God’s Spirit with
him, and with us.
A spirit that Paul says imparts three things.
Power: Power is an attribute of God. God is able to do what he says he
will. In Romans 8:11 Paul talks of the same power that raised Christ from the
dead is in us and gives us new life. In Acts 1:8 Jesus last words to his
disciples were to wait in Jerusalem till they received power and they would be
his witnesses from Jerusalem to the ends of the earth. Of course at Pentecost we saw that become a
reality, as he Spirit filled each believer gathered in the upper room and they
began to praise God and Peter preached and three thousand believed in Jesus
Christ. It is the spirit of God that enables and empowers us to live for and
witness to Christ. Paul even calls Timothy to share his suffering for the
gospel, and he is able to face that because of the power of the Holy Spirit. To
the church in Philippi Paul in chains says facing hardship and prison “ I can
do all thing in Christ who strengthens me.
Love:
In the pastoral epistles love is usually
connected with faith and is seen as the outward visible expression in
horizontal relationships of the reality of that invisible relationship with God
through Jesus Christ. We are not called to love out of our own selves but again
it is the Spirit of god living in us that allows us to experience and now the
love of Christ and enables us to serve others in a self-sacrificing way. In 1
Corinthians 12 Paul speaks of God giving gifts to enable us to work for the
common Good and in 1 Corinthians 13 says they are to be used in love. It is the
grace of God and the presence of the spirit that enables us to love others. In
Galatians 5:22 Paul says the fruit of the Holy Spirit and walking with the
Spirit in our lives is love.
Self-Control: The Spirit’s presence allows us to order of
lives in tune with the gospel. We are no longer slaves to sin and death, the
spirit is the friend who leads and guides us. Self control is what we need to
keep the good spiritual disciplines which enable us to become more aware of the
Spirit’s presence and aid as Philip
Towner says ‘it allows timothy the clarity of thought necessary to trust in the
invisible God despite the threats of
very visible opponents”.
That same Gift of God is with us. Paul calls us as he did
timothy to renew our dependence on the Holy Spirit. The Spirit of God that
dwells within us.
The second thing Paul does is he directs Timothy once again
to remember Jesus and what he done for us. .
In a sermon to the dioceses of Bath and Wells Justin Welby, the arch bishop of Canterbury
was asked to address their new mission statement ‘evangelism and mission at the
heart of everything. In it he said that was a noble ambition and vision, but
that no amount of training for or talking about it was going to make it a
reality, what was going to make people enthusiastic about sharing the good news
of Jesus Christ was if they became captivated once again with Jesus Christ and
his unconditional love for us. This is what Paul does with Timothy he reminds
him of the Gospel of what Jesus has done for us. In verses 9 and 10 we have this wonderful
exposition of the gospel. It focuses on the grace of God shown to us in three
ways.
Christ saved us,
the grace of God is shown by his life and his death and resurrection that we
have been put right with God. Our sins have been forgiven by Christ’s death on
the cross and we are able to experience new and abundant life because of his
death and resurrection. It is not because of who we are or what we have done,
but it is because of Gods unconditional undeserved grace and love shown in
Jesus Christ. We are loved and we have been longed for and sought and God has
sent his son into this world to bring us out of darkness as it says in 1 pater
2 into his wonderful light.
Christ calls us
to live a holy life, you and I have been invited to live a life in relationship
with God as our loving father, a relationship with God that is holy, not out of
some sense of unobtainable moral perfectionism but because, we show the love
that we are shown by Christ, our lives reflect the one whom loves us. It is a
holy life because it is lived in Christ through the power of the Holy Spirit. A
life of meaning and purpose, of hope and transformation. Paul reinforces that
in this passage in verse 11 and 12 where he speaks of his own sense of call and
how it allows him to withstand the suffering he has to endure while not being ashamed
of the gospel.
Thirdly, Jesus
Christ has destroyed death and has bought life and immortality to light
through the gospel. Paul is able to say we don’t have to fear or worry about
suffering for the gospel, while it is very real and painful reality the
ultimate reality is that Christ has conquered death and we have the assurance
of abundant life with him despite the circumstances we face, and life with him
on into eternity because it is lived with and in and through the eternal God.
When we become captivated again by Jesus and what he has
done for us and we experience its reality in the presence and power of the Holy
Spirit we fan into flame the gift of God within us and we are able to face
suffering and hardship for the gospel because of Christ’s abiding presence.
Finally Paul begins to tell Timothy about the practical ways
he can fan that flame into a fire again.
Note I said only starts because Paul through out the rest of
his letter will encourage Timothy in his ministry again. Here it simply starts
with focusing again on the pattern of sound teaching he has received. This is
both the content of that teaching the gospel of Jesus Christ, that is to be
lived out by loving others and the communication of it to both study it and proclaim
it.
One of the key ways that we are made aware of the Holy
Spirit’s presence in our lives and that we can be captivated a fresh by Jesus
is through good spiritual disciplines that focus on scripture and prayer. It is the key way that the Holy Spirit is
able to speak into our lives. As we read and reflect on the gospels that is how
we again see and know and encounter Jesus our saviour and Lord. Timothy didn’t
have them in written form rather he had the oral traditions that were passed on
from Paul and the apostles, but by focusing on them and how they apply to our
lives, sound teaching in the pastorals usually means the gospel worked out in
action… faith and love in Jesus Christ.
It’s interesting here that Paul speaks of two groups of
people as well. One were the people from the province of Asia, who were with
him in Rome but deserted him and it seems that Phygelus and Hermogenes were of
great disappointment to him. Ephesus of course is in the province of Asia so
this may have impacted on Timothy. You can sense Paul’s disappointment and pain
at this. Then Paul speaks of the household of Onesiphorus who is also from
Ephesus and who has sort Paul out and been an encouragement and help to him.
Part of the fanning into flame is being aware that Christian brothers and
sisters will let us down at times, but also that part of the grace and love of
God for us is to be found in the care and love and support of other Christians,
part of God’s gift to encourage us and help that love of Christ swell up within
us. We need each other to rekindle the
flame. Prayer encouragement support and simply sharing our hope and enthusiasm
for Christ.
Something has changed, maybe you find yourself in Timothy’s
place and the fire and passion has dwindled to an ember or you feel like there
is just some charred wood left in the hearth where once there was a raging
fire. Your tired, disheartened or simply feeling the affects of the hard slog
of it all. But the logo of our Presbyterian church is the burning bush and it’s
moto is ‘burning but not consumed’ So today Hear Paul’s call to action to Timothy to ‘fan
into flame the gift of God which is in you’. Reawaken and allow the holy Spirit
to again fill you up and give you the power, love and self-control you need. Become captivated again with Jesus Christ,
Christs unconditional love for us, that you are loved by God. You know fanning
a ember into flame again requires some work on our behalf and once again put
into place those healthy practices that open us up to the oxygen of the spirit
that allows our hearts to reignite with the love of Christ. As that fire begins
to burn people will come to be warmed and illuminated by its glow.