On October 2nd 2006 Charles Carl Roberts VI
walked into an Amish school house in Lancaster County, Pennsylvania. He bound
and shot ten girls aged 6-13 and then shot and killed himself. Five of the
girls would later die. In her book Forgiven,
published last year, Terri Roberts, Charles mother, speaks of the
amazing demonstration of compassion and forgiveness her family received from
the Amish community around her, a community she felt had every reason to hate
them.
On the day of the massacre
the Robert’s Amish neighbour came over dressed in his formal black visiting
clothes to console the family and let them know that it was not their fault and
that the community still loved the Roberts family. He spent over an hour
holding and comforting Charles’s devastated father. Terri refers to this man as
her ‘black hat angel’.
The next day a group of Amish leader’s all who had lost a
family member in the shooting walked into yard of the parents of Charles’ widow
Marie, not to raise fists or vent their anger, but to embrace Marie’s father
and family. Together they wept and prayed.
It was more than words. The Amish insisted that part of the
funds donated to help the victim’s families go to Marie and her children, as
they too were victims and had lost a
husband and a father. One of the fathers of a dead child visited Terri and when
he learned that Terri’s son Zach would not come to the funeral because he could
not forgive his brother, offered to
phone him and ask him to come. For the Amish this meant a long walk to make the
call as they do not have phones in their homes. Zach came to the funeral and
said the turning point had been receiving that message.
AS the Robert’s family gathered at the graveside to bury
their son, they found themselves confronted by a barrage of press, flashbulbs
and camera lens. Suddenly a group of about thirty Amish appeared ‘the men in
their black wide brimmed hats and the women in their white bonnets’ and formed
a wall between the press and the family, their backs shielding the family from
view, giving them the gift and dignity of privacy. Amongst the first of these
visitors to offer their condolences to
the Robert’s were Chris and Rachel Miller, whose daughters Lena and Mary Liz
had died in their arms, they lent forwards and said softly ‘we are sorry for
your loss’.
When the press asked the Amish why they were so quick to
forgive their response was ‘ how are we going to be forgiven unless we forgive,
forgiveness is a choice, we chose to forgive’.
We may struggle to relate to the Amish with their choice to
live a life devoid of modern technology, there seeming otherness. But in this instance
we see them living out their belief in Jesus Christ in real concrete ways; in
taking up their cross and following Jesus daily… laying aside the self and
being wholehearted about the purposes of God.
‘What about you…asks
Jesus, ‘who do you say that I am?’… its the central turning point in the gospel
story. On one level a very easy question to answer, but, as we see in the
passage we had read out to us today, it is an answer which calls for us to
totally change the focus of our lives.
It’s a pivotal and central question for all of us. Be it the start of
our faith journey or even after years and years of the Christian life… ‘what
about you. Who do you say that I am?’. If you would come after me take up your
cross daily.
Jesus had started with a safer question… One that has been
running through the whole gospel narrative… ‘who do the crowds say that I am”…
The disciples had responded by telling Jesus that the crowd knew that Jesus was
someone sent by God… they saw him in terms of the prophets, either old, like
Elijah who the scriptures looked to return, or new like john the Baptist, you
may remember last week we saw that even king Herod was wrestling with these
thoughts.
We live in a world today where the answer to the question
who does the crowd say Jesus is.. is equally varied as it was in Jesus day.
Just a good teacher, a legend, a historical figure that we can’t know because
of all the stuff that has been built around him…Jesus is both honoured and an
object of derision, for many they just don’t know much about Jesus any more. We
encounter a plethora of thoughts and reactions to Jesus.
But Jesus then turns to his disciples and asks them ‘But
what about you? Who do you say that I am?’ and we have peter’s amazing
confession. You are “God’s Messiah”… That is an answer that is drenched in the
scriptures of the Old Testament, Messiah from which we get the Greek word
Christ means the anointed one and it looks back to the prophets in the Old
Testament looking forward to the day when God would establish his rule, put a
righteous descendant of King David on the throne of Israel. It’s an expression of the uniqueness of Jesus
in terms of God’s purposes, it is not the full blown affirmation of the
divinity of Jesus that the church gained after the resurrection. But Peter sees
the uniqueness of Jesus.
It would be easy to ask what had happened in the lives of
the disciples for them to come to this great discovery. As we see during the
gospel they too stand with the crowd and wonder and ponder. We had seen that on
the boat in the lake when Jesus had stilled the storm they are asking ‘who is
this that even the wind and the waves obey him?’ The context of Peter’s
confession helps here, the passage starts with Jesus and his disciples praying,
it’s only as they turn to God that it’s revealed to them who Jesus is. In
Matthew’s account of this event, Jesus actually affirms that it had been
revealed to Peter by the Father. I
remember Jim Wallace, sharing with me how he became a Christian, he was at
University studying physics and a friend of his was a Christian and challenged
him to apply his scientific methodology to Christianity, by reading the bible to
see if it was true. Jim said he would take up that challenge, but his friend
said, that to fully understand the bible you needed to have the Holy Spirit and
he should become a Christian first. Jim agreed and his friend led him in a
prayer of salvation. It may seem rather a strange way of coming to faith, but
in our reformed tradition we believe strongly in the sovereignty of God, that
it is God who enables us to see who Jesus is and to respond. Yes there is still
human free will and our choice involved, but we focus on the work of God in
that process.
The figure of God’s messiah has so much attached to it from
scripture, there is the hope of the Jewish people, that they would be delivered
from foreign rule and be first amongst the nations. It has expectations of
victory and triumph. But after peter’s confession Jesus now turns to explain
his understanding of what it means for him to be God’s messiah. That he will be
betrayed and rejected, by the elders, high priests and scribes, and killed and
that he would rise again in three days.
The gospel narrative now starts to turn towards the cross
and the empty grave. In the scriptures of the Old Testament there are passages
that talk of gGod’s servant suffering and through that bringing salvation: We
see the servant songs in Isaiah and in particular Isaiah 53, that Christians
now readily sees pointing to Jesus, and various places in the psalms focus on
this. Jesus applies those to himself. We see that Jesus death is not a mistake
or an accident but central to God’s plans.
Jesus then turns and says to his disciples, and in the words
‘if anyone would come and follow me” to all who come after them and directly to
us. That if we would follow Jesus we too are called to walk the way of the
cross. To carry ones cross in Jesus day was a metaphor full of vivid meaning.
To carry ones cross was to be condemned to death, those condemned to die would
have to carry the wooden beam of their
cross through the city to their place of execution. It was a display that
showed the total power of the romans over the condemned. You could say it was a
dead man walking. Jesus is calling his disciples to live in a way that shows
they are totally given over to the purposes of God, to the kingdom of God, even
though it may mean the same rejection and suffering and death that Jesus went
through. To follow Jesus is to lay down our own personal agendas and ambitions
and expectations and even things we take as our rights to be totally about the
purposes of God.
If we want to keep our lives, says Jesus we will lose them,
but if we give up our lives for Christ we will find life. What Good does it do
to gain the whole world but lose ourselves? You know I can’t help but wonder if
we haven’t somehow tried to domesticate our Christian faith and played down
what it means to follow Jesus, so we can kind of have it both ways. Jesus
challenges us in a way we are not comfortable with when he says if we are ashamed
of Jesus in this life, you have to remember that carrying the cross was a walk
of shame, but in Jesus eyes it is identifying fully with him and God’s
purposes. If we do that at the end Jesus will identify us. AS we share his
suffering we will share his glory.
What about you?... Who do you say that I am? It’s a
theological question. We have two thousand years of Christian reflection and
thought that goes into how we each answer that question. E have historical creeds and answers that
have been drilled into us… But it is question we all have to address again and
again.
What about you?... who do you say that I am?
It’s a daily choice of how we live, what we focus on, how we
treat other people, the priorities we hold and the choices we make.. We cannot
separate Christian thinking from Christ like action. There are no half measures in the Kingdom of
God.
What about you… who do you say that I am?
Some have wanted to portray faith in Christ as a ‘one step’
guaranteed ticket to heaven… but here Jesus says it is an invitation to deny
the self, to walk the road of service. To Pick up the cross is to walk against
the current of our current cultural values. It is to walk in the face of
materialism, independence and security. Leonard Sweet says we have focused on
Jesus as the answer, but rather Jesu is the question… life’s great question…
the quest I(m) on…The everyday quest of following Jesus by dying to ourselves
and becoming more and more wholehearted about the purposes of God.
What about you… who do you say I am?